11/25/2014

Aku hairan….

Aku hairan…

Dengan Negara kelahiranku…

Malaysia

 

Aku hairan…

Semakin hari semakin meningkat bilangan perokok

Pelbagai program kesedaran telah dijalankan

Tetapi, perdagangan merokok masih giat dilakukan

 

Aku hairan…

Saban hari anak luar nikah bertambah ramai

Banjir sudah, taufan sudah, kilat guruh, kemalangan jalan raya pun sudah

Tetapi rumah pelacuran, kelab malam giat berjalan seperti biasa

 

Aku hairan…

Jenayah makin bertambah

Merompak, mencuri, merogol, mengedar dadah berleluasa

Tetapi, keselamatan di bahagian perairan dan mungkin seluruh tempat tidak terjaga.

 

Aku hairan…

Kemalangan jalan raya makin bertambah

Ops Sikap, Ops Cantas dan segala jenis Ops telah dijalankan

System AES juga telah berkuatkuasa

Tetapi, rasuah, riba dalam kalangan pembesar, pihak penguasa macam perkara biasa

 

Aku hairan…

Semakin mudah untuk mendapatkan A+ dalam peperiksaan

UPSR, PMR, PT3, SPM dan sebagainya

Biarpun berkali-kali mata pelajaran Sains bertukar Bahasa

Tetapi, cikgu pulang ke rumah penuh tekanan dan ada yang menyebabkan kematian

Pelajar berjaya tetapi akhlak entah ke mana

Alangkah indahnya andai pelajar berakhlak mulia seiring dengan keputusan cemerlang dapat dilahirkan!

 

Aku hairan…

Malaysia dinobatkan sebagai Negara membangun

Kita ada Putrajaya, KLCC, Genting Highlands

Tetapi masih ramai penganggur

Masih ramai keluarga yang miskin

Masih ramai yang menderita

 

Kerana tekanan di tempat kerja

Tekanan di sekolah

Tekanan di universiti

Tekanan di rumah

Tekanan di mana-mana

 

Oh Malaysia…

Negaraku tercinta

 

Aku tahu aku tidak mampu mengubah semua.

Tetapi, aku berharap kesedaran dapat ditingkatkan melalui tulisan ini…

Isnin

24112014

Kuantan

Audi KOP

Kelas RIP

15:29

11/24/2014

Study Life

I feel like crying out loud
But, I can't.

Everyday, I went to the class
With a big heart and a warm smile
In the hope of gaining new knowledge

The sun shine,
The clouds smile
So do I
Walking happily to the class

However,
Deep inside I feel empty
I'm afraid that I might not be able to understand the things that I should know

In the class,
I stare the screen
Full with words
I look at the teachers
Full with knowledge
I stare my notes
Full with scratch!
And I look at myself
I'm afraid!

Three years went by
And I still come to that class
Stare at the same screen
And my notes...
Still full with scratches!

Deep inside
I'm afraid of my future
What am I going to be?

I'm stuck
I'm hurt
I'm sick of this!

Wait!!!
Of course you cannot change everything
But, there is something you can always change
Your Mind!
How you think will affect everything!

Think positively
And all the good things will come to you!

"Ingatlah bahawa kerehatan yang sebenarnya hanya dapat dicapai di akhirat kelak dan dunia ini merupakan tempat berpenat lelah."
~Bersabarlah wahai diri~

#writing can make me happy and relieve my stress. I'm a normal human and I can't neglect or deny my emotion.
:-):-):-)

Pen off
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24 November 2014
Isnin
Kuantan
Audi KOP
16:26

11/01/2014

i’m sorry…But,

I’m sorry…but, I have a bad day
My day was full with class
From 8.00 a.m. to 5.00 p.m. or to 7.00 p.pm. sometimes
I don’t find it a quality schedule

I’m sorry…
Because I’m a normal human
I can only focus at a certain time
While the other time I start to feel sleepy

I’m sorry…
But, this is me
I don’t know about my classmates
I can see all of us are struggle

I’m sorry…
But, I wrote this poem during a lecture
At one time I hear the lecture
At another time I write the poem
Interestingly, I’m not sleepy during this lecture
Which I usually do.

I’m sorry…
But, Dr. your lecture should ended now
It’s already the time
Do come early and ended at the proposed time
So that, there will be no extra class

I’m sorry…
But, I cannot focus on your class
My mind went away
It’s just my body is here
This is the first time I got stress so many times
Within a week
If and only if the subject is elective subject

I’m sorry…
But, I found it ridiculous
There are certain topics that I don’t even know what to focus
What a pity!
So, I just study what the lecturer gave
And sometimes refer to the books or the nets

I’m sorry…
But, I believe that everyone have their own unique potential in their own field
And I believe that
Only least people that have discover their own potential and succeed in their field
So, where are we now?
Still in the same place despite knowing that the current field is not suit us
So, why we are here?

I’m sorry…but,
I feel so tired
I feel so stress
I feel so depressed
I want to rest

I’m sorry…
But, this is life
Full with colours
Ups and downs
Either we like it or not
It is already written
The reason why we are still living today
Because Allah want us to correct our mistakes
To live as a better person

I’m sorry…
But, maybe you should find the meaning of the colours in your life
BUT…WAIT!!!
Have you read Qur’an?
Have you ever encountered with verse 186 of chapter 2 (al-Baqarah)
Allah will grant your wishes whenever you wish wholeheartedly
So…Pray
Tell Him everything about what’s going on in your life
Indeed, He’s Very Powerful
And…we are His servant
And…we will always be His servant
So…Pray…Pray…and PRAY

I’m sorry…
But, there is another thing which bother me
I don’t know where to post this poem
Facebook or Blogspot
The most important thing regardless where I want to post it
Is whether readers got something beneficial from this so called “poem”

I’m sorry…
But, this is what we call life
Full with colours
This is the best arrangement that have been arranged for us
Do not question why this and that
Accept whatever He gave us
Be thankful…

I’m sorry…
But…
This is the last paragraph
Thank you for reading
May you get something beneficial from it
May Allah ease us…
17102014
16:50
Audi Kop
Kuantan
Pre reading by: Syaza & Fatimah
Finalized on: 01112014
23:05
Mahallah Fatimah 8.2